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Thursday, November 11, 2010
Finally back at this blog after sometime away for O levels – Sounded like I’m having a comeback stage. It’s the final paper tomorrow – Combined Science Paper 1. Well that’s the end of my secondary school life. The 5 years of bitter sweet that I faced will be going back to square one.The pressure of O levels was unbearable especially when the pressure comes from your love ones. Though I may not like it but I managed to persevere and move on. Thing wasn’t as positive for the first week of O levels especially for Mathematics Paper and Additional Mathematics Paper. It wasn’t like any of the last year’s papers. (Maybe I should have anticipate this to happen but I didn’t) I ended up making mistakes for the paper. I got a feeling Mr Lathif was angry when Yan Hui told him the marks I suspected I lost. However, in order to make me feel better, he told me there would be method marks awarded. Blame on myself for not reading the questions carefully. Amazingly, the papers can be brought back home unlike last year. I hid the papers away – have no intention of looking at it again – from my family view especially Mom. Sadly, an A1 may not be possible for Combined Sciences due to my failure on physics. I had a hard time trying to answer the questions. Not only things on O levels look negative, but thing at home seems even worse. The feeling at home seems sulky and lifeless. It wasn’t like how it used to be. “Ever since you ran out of my life, it became worse. Thanks to you I have to bear the pain and burden.” (Shouldn’t I be happy but why am I crying for?!?!?) After tomorrow, I have about 4½ months to 5 months of break. I have decided to work. I have no intention of staying at home – don’t intent to rot. The feeling of the word “Rot” kills me as I hated boredom. That would be my update. Till next time. I’ll be ending my post with a song and the lyrics. Enjoy!!!! ♥RizuanKan นิชคุณ หรเวชกุล Broken Arrow – Pixie Lott Broken Arrow What do you do when you're stuck, Because the one that you love, Has pushed you away, And you can't deal with the pain? And now you're trying to fix me, Mend what he did, I'll find the piece that I'm missing, But I still miss him, I miss him, I'm missing him, Oh I miss him, I miss him I'm missing him And you're sitting in the front row, Wanna be first in line, Waiting by my window, Giving me all your time, You could be my hero, If only I could let go, But his love is still in me, Like a broken arrow. Like a broken arrow. He's the thorn in my flesh That I can't take out He's stealing my breath When you're around, And now you're trying to convince me, He wasn't worth it, But you can't complete me, He's the part that is missing, I miss him, I'm missing him, Oh I miss him I miss him, I'm missing him, And you're sitting in the front row, Wanna be first in line, Waiting by my window, Giving me all your time, You could be my hero, If only I could let go, But his love is still in me, Like a broken arrow. Like a broken arrow. What do you do When your heart's in two places? You feel great but you're torn inside. You feel love but you just can't embrace it, When you found the right one at the wrong time. And you're Sitting in the front row, Wanna be first in line, Waiting by my window, Giving me all your time, You could be my hero, If only I could let go, But his love is still in me, Like a broken arrow. Like a broken arrow. |
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